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Wintering

09 Friday Dec 2022

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Winter

When you start tuning in to winter, you realise that we live through a thousand winters in our lives — some big, some small… Some winters creep up on us so slowly that they have infiltrated every part of our lives before we truly feel them.
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To get better at wintering, we need to address our very notion of time. We tend to imagine that our lives are linear, but they are in fact cyclical…(…) This is a brutal untruth. Life meanders like a path through the woods. We have seasons when we flourish and seasons when the leaves fall from us, revealing our bare bones. Given time, they grow again.

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Language as a mask

09 Friday Dec 2022

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Anna Deavere Smith, François Truffaut, L'enfant sauvage, Language

“Some people use language as a mask. And some want to create designed language that appears to reveal them but does not.”

“The creation of language is the creation of a fiction. The minute we speak we are in that fiction. It’s a fiction designed, we hope, to reveal a truth. There is no “pure” language. The only “pure language” is the initial sounds of a baby. All of us lose that purity, and as we get more “of” the world, we even lose sometimes the capacity to keep that breath moving in our language…(…) We can learn a lot about a person in the very moment that language fails them. In the very moment that they have to be more creative than they would have imagined in order to communicate. It’s the very moment that they have to dig deeper than the surface to find words, and at the same time, it’s a moment when they want to communicate very badly. They’re digging deep and projecting out at the same time…(…)Speaking calls for risk, speaking calls for a sense of what one has to lose. Not just what one has to gain.”Anna Deavere Smith 

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I live in the red

14 Friday Oct 2022

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autumn, David Lynch

”“I’m not comfortable with words. I love images, and I love sounds, and I love feelings. I like the idea of intuition. I think a lot of things in life are understood that way. But you internalize these things; they don’t really pop out. Certain things are built inside – little areas of understanding. I feel that I live in darkness and confusion, and I’m trying, like we all are, to make some sort of sense of it.” ~ David Lynch

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Pay attention to details

20 Tuesday Sep 2022

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Begaon, Caravaggio, Helikon, John Efron, Joseph Beuys, Pinchas, William Parker

On the upper right, a model of an antique Alfa Romeo. To the left of the alpha, John Efron’s ” book about German Jewry, placed on Pinchas Sade’s “Diaries”, placed on a collection of one hundred poems published by Helikon, placed on my Mac. To the left of that, a piece of a face that I tore out from Caravaggio book and next to it an ashtray with touches of gold, inside of it a seashell. Above the ashtray, a small basalt stone that I carried from the Golan Heights and above it, a box containing a cycle of works by the composer and bass player William Parker. Born with a pen name. To his left, a wooden cube by Joseph Beuys, on which are placed three tiny bottles of cognac, in case you notice. Below it, stones I collected. To the left of the stones rests the mass in B by Bach and under it some paperwork, a book by Avraham Halfi and the last Odyssey magazine in the pile, as a solid foundation. In the center of the picture below, lies Begaon. The book of Micah Ullman’s works is open.

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Upside-Down

06 Tuesday Sep 2022

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Chris Stapleton - Tennessee Whiskey

Upsdie down when you are in love and have the sky in your mouth.

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To do list

26 Friday Aug 2022

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john coltrane, Max Richter, Oppen, Stevenson lighthouse

1 and 19. Read Stevenson lighthouse while listening to Max Richter (three worlds) get upset that I didn’t build it.

  1. Read Oppen just in case i miss the City.
  2. Prepare my ski for winter.
  3. Stay immobile.
  4. Dream about the land.
  5. Learn how to eat the forest.
  6. Play with the little one.
  7. Read Ficciones of Borges and get completely perplexed.
  8. Have a drink
  9. Eat some chocolate and feel guilty.
  10. Bike after eating chocolate.
  11. Listen to ”ascension”, john coltrane songs are always pleasant to the soul and good for love.
  12. Read Amichai to remember.
  13. Make love.
  14. Imitate Coltrane.
  15. Read ”Cataclysmes” to friends who think they are coming Sunday to talk to me about their new business…
  16. Go hiking and pick up more raw acorn.
  17. Re-watch “Kingdowm of heaven” next week and learn how to stand up alone.
  18. Be with myself.

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Become a lighthouse

19 Friday Aug 2022

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cape cod, Long Point Light Station, Nauset, Nauset Lighthouse, Wood End Light

I’d like to become a lighthouse : cold, unfeeling,solid, indifferent. When I see them, I sometimes have the sense that I really could turn to stone, and enjoy the absolute peace of rock. “ Jazmina Barrera.

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The wisdom and the pain of silence

02 Tuesday Aug 2022

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Chaim Potok, Jeremy Kagan, The Chosen

“A heart I need for a son. A soul I need for a son. Compassion and mercy I need from a son. And strength to carry pain I need from a son… self-pride, feeling of superiority, indifference, began to fade away. He learned through the wisdom and the pain of silence that a mind without a heart is nothing. ”

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With or without the world

27 Monday Jun 2022

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George Hughes, Robert Habeck

Everyone becomes a creator, there is a general mobilization that leads to the paradox where there is no longer a recipient, everyone is a transmitter. Everyone creates their own expression and no longer has time to listen to others. It is an excessive form in which art disappears due to excess, not due to lack, creating a short circuit to the same sense.

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Creatures of spring

05 Sunday Jun 2022

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We have aged not only in years but in terms of goals to be achieved. We have reached the limits of time, thousands have shaken the barriers. The time has come to moderate. We have discovered the lie of spring’s pale extinction, and our wounded hands testify to the invalidity of the last walls. But we don’t have to send our poor dreams like doves of peace over that tape; they won’t return. We need to be men. We need eternity, because only this gives space for our gestures; even knowing we are in a narrow sadness. Within such limits we have to create an infinity, since we no longer believe in extinction. We don’t have to think about the large, flourishing country, but remember the walled garden, which also has its infinite: summer. Please help us in this work. Creating a summer, this is what we need. … We are no longer naive: but we have to force ourselves to become primitive, to be able to start with those who really are. We have to become creatures of spring to reach the summer to be announced in its splendor. No coincidence, whim or fashion has brought us back to Raphael’s predecessors. We are the distant heirs called to many heirs. I would always like to tell someone (I don’t know to whom): “Don’t be sad”. This is for me like an intimate confession to be pronounced softly, slowly, in a deep twilight.

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