”“I’m not comfortable with words. I love images, and I love sounds, and I love feelings. I like the idea of intuition. I think a lot of things in life are understood that way. But you internalize these things; they don’t really pop out. Certain things are built inside – little areas of understanding. I feel that I live in darkness and confusion, and I’m trying, like we all are, to make some sort of sense of it.” ~ David Lynch
On the upper right, a model of an antique Alfa Romeo. To the left of the alpha, John Efron’s ” book about German Jewry, placed on Pinchas Sade’s “Diaries”, placed on a collection of one hundred poems published by Helikon, placed on my Mac. To the left of that, a piece of a face that I tore out from Caravaggio book and next to it an ashtray with touches of gold, inside of it a seashell. Above the ashtray, a small basalt stone that I carried from the Golan Heights and above it, a box containing a cycle of works by the composer and bass player William Parker. Born with a pen name. To his left, a wooden cube by Joseph Beuys, on which are placed three tiny bottles of cognac, in case you notice. Below it, stones I collected. To the left of the stones rests the mass in B by Bach and under it some paperwork, a book by Avraham Halfi and the last Odyssey magazine in the pile, as a solid foundation. In the center of the picture below, lies Begaon. The book of Micah Ullman’s works is open.
I’d like to become a lighthouse : cold, unfeeling,solid, indifferent. When I see them, I sometimes have the sense that I really could turn to stone, and enjoy the absolute peace of rock. “ Jazmina Barrera.
“A heart I need for a son. A soul I need for a son. Compassion and mercy I need from a son. And strength to carry pain I need from a son… self-pride, feeling of superiority, indifference, began to fade away. He learned through the wisdom and the pain of silence that a mind without a heart is nothing. ”
Everyone becomes a creator, there is a general mobilization that leads to the paradox where there is no longer a recipient, everyone is a transmitter. Everyone creates their own expression and no longer has time to listen to others. It is an excessive form in which art disappears due to excess, not due to lack, creating a short circuit to the same sense.
We have aged not only in years but in terms of goals to be achieved. We have reached the limits of time, thousands have shaken the barriers. The time has come to moderate. We have discovered the lie of spring’s pale extinction, and our wounded hands testify to the invalidity of the last walls. But we don’t have to send our poor dreams like doves of peace over that tape; they won’t return. We need to be men. We need eternity, because only this gives space for our gestures; even knowing we are in a narrow sadness. Within such limits we have to create an infinity, since we no longer believe in extinction. We don’t have to think about the large, flourishing country, but remember the walled garden, which also has its infinite: summer. Please help us in this work. Creating a summer, this is what we need. … We are no longer naive: but we have to force ourselves to become primitive, to be able to start with those who really are. We have to become creatures of spring to reach the summer to be announced in its splendor. No coincidence, whim or fashion has brought us back to Raphael’s predecessors. We are the distant heirs called to many heirs. I would always like to tell someone (I don’t know to whom): “Don’t be sad”. This is for me like an intimate confession to be pronounced softly, slowly, in a deep twilight.
Once dead decomposition will begin with having to get rid of all the physical garbage left behind since the first day; splitting its territory into waste and compost, mindlessly waiting a long time on a bench for some dark edges of memory, the black needle in the haystack, contemplating the spores flying in the fog. Task accomplished of becoming an ant or honey, being reborn as a man in the middle of the desert, carving out a salvation for the soul as quickly as possible. Spiritual work ad aeternam finding the virgin angle from which to justify the decomposition, hearing the brilliance of the flint in the fire. Waking up, making clay. From the grain of salt of once sweat, erect the dam against the disbelievers and the mourners (among whom you unfortunately recognize those you love).
The world enters us and departs, just as language and image and idea are imprinted upon our consciousness, considered, forgotten, passed on, released.
In the meantime leave nothing to chance, to rickety episodes: to make the deep cellars transparent, to experiences, to the possibilities of humanity, for a new humanity.
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