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23 Wednesday Feb 2022

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Death, Paul Auster, The Invention of Solitude

Pic : my grandfather house.

“There is nothing more terrible, I learned, than having to face the objects of a dead man. Things are inert: that have meaning only in function of the life that makes use of them. When that life ends, the things change, even though they remain the same.  They are there and yet not there: tangible gluts, condemned to survive in a world they no longer belong to. What  is one to think, for example, of a closetful  of clothes waiting silently to be worn again by a man who will not be coming back to open the door ?[…]Suddenly revealing things that no one wants to see, that no one wants to know. In all of this there is violence, and also some sort of horror. Things don’t mean anything in themselves, like the kitchen utensils of a missing civilization; and yet they say something to us, standing there not as objects but as remnants of thought, of consciousness, emblems of the solitude in which a man comes to make decisions about himself; whether to dye your hair or not, whether to wear one or the other shirt, whether to live or die. And the futility of it all when death comes » Paul Auster, The Invention of Solitude

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Kinship

04 Friday Feb 2022

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Kinship

I would like to geometrize the visible

See a willingness in the world of matter

Everything to the gaze exposed as a surface on a volume

It amalgamates tight densities

Behind the coloured screens

A new type of boredom is created

All grey on lights everywhere you can’t see

Begotten worlds that generations have to dig

Dig deep enough to build a sandcastle

 What to cling to, before riding into a narrow bridge

Stay with me

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ויזכר

18 Tuesday Jan 2022

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Samuel 2:4

קֶשֶׁת גִּבֹּרִים, חַתִּים; וְנִכְשָׁלִים, אָזְרוּ חָיִל.

הַקָּטֹן יִהְיֶה לָאֶלֶף, וְהַצָּעִיר לְגוֹי עָצוּם; אֲנִי יְהוָה, בְּעִתָּהּ אֲחִישֶׁנָּה.

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Variety of meanings

24 Wednesday Nov 2021

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Cristina Nadal, Federico Fellini, Max Ernst

Feeling nostalgic today. Longing for the past. Not mine but ours. We have fallen into an eternal present where everything that happens is obsessively ′′ cartographed “. The chance to process has vanished as time has vanished, losing the ability to transform into memory. Every fact equals another. In the background there is insisting an endless comment and the feeling is that it’s an empty talk, which never really exists, since there’s no longer a real object of conversation, of comparison. There are no longer events that surpass us and on the track of which we are stubbornly standing. Nothing that deserves to be archived in the remittance of Memory and History.

And then, inevitably, I remember the last Fellini, the one of the moon’s voice, when the naive protagonist, melancholy poet and in love, summarily says: ′′ Yet I believe that if there was a bit of silence, everyone Let’s keep quiet, maybe we can understand something “.

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Archives

03 Wednesday Nov 2021

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Eastern air defence sector

The reinforcements are in place: the sand, the cement, the stones, the water to bury the archives are missing. Behind, all around, between two cracks, thrive, from left to right; a piece of steel from the collapsed World Trade Center, a piece from the damaged Pentagon in DC and a rock from the crash site of UA Flight 93 (Shanksville PA). The past shines like never before, without witnesses.

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Perhaps four or five times more

07 Friday May 2021

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Paul Bowles

“Death is always on the way, but the fact that you don’t know when it will arrive seems to take away from the finiteness of life. It’s that terrible precision that we hate so much. But because we don’t know, we get to think of life as an inexhaustible well. Yet everything happens only a certain number of times, and a very small number, really. How many more times will you remember a certain afternoon of your childhood, some afternoon that’s so deeply a part of your being that you can’t even conceive of your life without it? Perhaps four or five times more. Perhaps not even that. How many more times will you watch the full moon rise? Perhaps twenty. And yet it all seems limitless. ” Paul Bowles,

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Today is the day

03 Saturday Apr 2021

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There are events of the past, we thought we had filed, that we had definitively put aside in the memory shed, but every once in a while, due to some inevitable fatality, they come back together, reminding us how fragile and exposed we are. A real dark cloud that destabilizes us. But also a blessing, reminding us that we are never really safe, that we need to reactivate to face. There’s always something that can break in from the outside and summon us to deal with ourselves.
Today is one of those days.

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Innocent Aleph

08 Friday Jan 2021

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Aleph, Gentian, א

We said yes to each other before isolating ourselves in our being. Before sowing the white silences of our innocent Aleph . It is time to withdraw from the visible world.

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One day we meet the right person

06 Wednesday Jan 2021

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Natalia Ginzburg

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Immersion

24 Thursday Dec 2020

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Manarola

Details rarely get stored in memories,
They rather emerge from elusive folds,
From impromptu reconciliations,
The slits of which are misleading. Eye, sign our numbness.
You lean towards the sea,
The seas cross each other,
The moon raises the water to the waterline,
The wind has a roundness of a heart
In its wake lie the lost ones.
Without our consistency how would we see the sand settle?
Here
Objects lose all weight once they leave your hands.

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