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26 Friday Aug 2022

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john coltrane, Max Richter, Oppen, Stevenson lighthouse

1 and 19. Read Stevenson lighthouse while listening to Max Richter (three worlds) get upset that I didn’t build it.

  1. Read Oppen just in case i miss the City.
  2. Prepare my ski for winter.
  3. Stay immobile.
  4. Dream about the land.
  5. Learn how to eat the forest.
  6. Play with the little one.
  7. Read Ficciones of Borges and get completely perplexed.
  8. Have a drink
  9. Eat some chocolate and feel guilty.
  10. Bike after eating chocolate.
  11. Listen to ”ascension”, john coltrane songs are always pleasant to the soul and good for love.
  12. Read Amichai to remember.
  13. Make love.
  14. Imitate Coltrane.
  15. Read ”Cataclysmes” to friends who think they are coming Sunday to talk to me about their new business…
  16. Go hiking and pick up more raw acorn.
  17. Re-watch “Kingdowm of heaven” next week and learn how to stand up alone.
  18. Be with myself.

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Become a lighthouse

19 Friday Aug 2022

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cape cod, Long Point Light Station, Nauset, Nauset Lighthouse, Wood End Light

I’d like to become a lighthouse : cold, unfeeling,solid, indifferent. When I see them, I sometimes have the sense that I really could turn to stone, and enjoy the absolute peace of rock. “ Jazmina Barrera.

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The wisdom and the pain of silence

02 Tuesday Aug 2022

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Chaim Potok, Jeremy Kagan, The Chosen

“A heart I need for a son. A soul I need for a son. Compassion and mercy I need from a son. And strength to carry pain I need from a son… self-pride, feeling of superiority, indifference, began to fade away. He learned through the wisdom and the pain of silence that a mind without a heart is nothing. ”

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With or without the world

27 Monday Jun 2022

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George Hughes, Robert Habeck

Everyone becomes a creator, there is a general mobilization that leads to the paradox where there is no longer a recipient, everyone is a transmitter. Everyone creates their own expression and no longer has time to listen to others. It is an excessive form in which art disappears due to excess, not due to lack, creating a short circuit to the same sense.

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Creatures of spring

05 Sunday Jun 2022

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We have aged not only in years but in terms of goals to be achieved. We have reached the limits of time, thousands have shaken the barriers. The time has come to moderate. We have discovered the lie of spring’s pale extinction, and our wounded hands testify to the invalidity of the last walls. But we don’t have to send our poor dreams like doves of peace over that tape; they won’t return. We need to be men. We need eternity, because only this gives space for our gestures; even knowing we are in a narrow sadness. Within such limits we have to create an infinity, since we no longer believe in extinction. We don’t have to think about the large, flourishing country, but remember the walled garden, which also has its infinite: summer. Please help us in this work. Creating a summer, this is what we need. … We are no longer naive: but we have to force ourselves to become primitive, to be able to start with those who really are. We have to become creatures of spring to reach the summer to be announced in its splendor. No coincidence, whim or fashion has brought us back to Raphael’s predecessors. We are the distant heirs called to many heirs. I would always like to tell someone (I don’t know to whom): “Don’t be sad”. This is for me like an intimate confession to be pronounced softly, slowly, in a deep twilight.

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perishability

27 Wednesday Apr 2022

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Once dead decomposition will begin with having to get rid of all the physical garbage left behind since the first day; splitting its territory into waste and compost, mindlessly waiting a long time on a bench for some dark edges of memory, the black needle in the haystack, contemplating the spores flying in the fog. Task accomplished of becoming an ant or honey, being reborn as a man in the middle of the desert, carving out a salvation for the soul as quickly as possible. Spiritual work ad aeternam finding the virgin angle from which to justify the decomposition, hearing the brilliance of the flint in the fire. Waking up, making clay. From the grain of salt of once sweat, erect the dam against the disbelievers and the mourners (among whom you unfortunately recognize those you love).

The world enters us and departs, just as language and image and idea are imprinted upon our consciousness, considered, forgotten, passed on, released.

In the meantime leave nothing to chance, to rickety episodes: to make the deep cellars transparent, to experiences, to the possibilities of humanity, for a new humanity.

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Terraforming the moon / Invent gravity traps, inhabit the stars.

22 Friday Apr 2022

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Cioran, Terraforming

Passover Moon 2022 seen with a Celestron telescope.

“At least 2 billion Earth-sized planets are believed to be habitable in our galaxy,” according to a study published by the American Academy of Sciences.

“This morning, after hearing an astronomer talk about billions of suns, I gave up washing myself: why wash again? » Cioran.

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Fomenko

12 Tuesday Apr 2022

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Baal Shem Tov, Fomenko, Gershom, Henri Guillemin, Howard Zinn

“When the Baal Shem Tov, the founder of Hasidism, had a difficult task before him, he would go to a certain place in the woods, light a fire and meditate in prayer—and what he had set out to perform was done. When a generation later the “Maggid” of Meseritz was faced with the same task he would go to the same place in the woods and say: We can no longer light the fire, but we can still speak the prayers-and what he wanted done became reality. 

Again a generation later Rabbi Moshe Leib of Sassov had to perform this task. And he too went into the woods and said: We can no longer light a fire, nor do we know the secret meditations belonging to the prayer, but we do know the place in the woods to which it all belongs–and that must be sufficient; and sufficient it was. 

But when another generation had passed and Rabbi Israel of Rishin was called upon to perform the task, he sat down on his golden chair in his castle and said: We cannot light the fire, we cannot speak the prayers, we do not know the place, but we can tell the story of how it was done. 

And, the story which he told had the same effect as the actions of the other three.” Gershom G. Scholem.“ Schocken Books, 1954.

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Contre les âmes voutées

04 Monday Apr 2022

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Nietzsche

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Neither bow down or prostrate

17 Thursday Mar 2022

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Esther, Fyodor Dostoyevsky, Purim, Star Wars

“All the king’s servants who were in the king’s gate would kneel and prostrate themselves before Haman, for so had the king commanded concerning him, but Mordechai would neither kneel nor prostrate himself” Esther 3:2

“But man seeks to bow before that only which is recognized by the greater majority, if not by all his fellowmen, as having a right to be worshipped; whose rights are so unquestionable that men agree unanimously to bow down to it. For the chief concern of these miserable creatures is not to find and worship the idol of their own choice, but to discover that which all others will believe in, and consent to bow down to in a mass. It is that instinctive need of having a worship in common that is the chief suffering of every man, the chief concern of mankind from the beginning of times. It is for that universality of religious worship that people destroyed each other by sword. Creating gods unto themselves, they forthwith began appealing to each other: “Abandon your deities, come and bow down to ours, or death to ye and your idols!” And so will they do till the end of this world; they will do so even then, when all the gods themselves have disappeared, for then men will prostrate themselves before and worship some idea.” Fyodor Dostoyevsky

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