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Life emerges from “unstable balances”.
If there was stability everywhere, there would be no life.
But instability is anguish, discomfort, danger.
And the world lives of it, forever restless.
Hence the rubbish of these “City of the Sun”, of these “Utopias”, whose essence is eternal happiness. Meaning a definitive “stable equilibrium”.
This is not how you determine the “future”, but mark the death.
Selbstwehr 
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When real friendship or love enters your heart, it doesn’t take anything from you, it gifs you with everything. Perfectionism is merely an endless treadmill of self-destruction that will only built momentum until you are running at unsuitable speeds. Step off the treadmill and live as a piece of art you are: messy colorful, fluid and adoptable to changes, mistakes, surprises, pain and of course immeasurable moments of beauty.
It is there outside the enclosed grey walls of perfect self-imprisonment that you shall touch the meaning of freedom. Never let anyone destroy your light and always follow the light bringers!