I spent years wanting to learn everything, understand every phenomenon, and once i felt I almost accomplished some of it, i was hit by Kohelet 1:18. This is why i decided to undo the weaving, empty the alveoli, dilute the paint. Return to my first year at school with that big metaphysical question : Do you have a blue pen ?
Windy morning outside Inside the silence is even more sonorous in the margins a few words detached from vague sentences not pronounceable clarity, draft draft clarity Moths joining the empty shell of the morning precious empty shell where you can hear the night setting useful shell in another world.
When we stop the reflections starts again multiplied abolishing the step and the path taken.
Rare and short respites taken for walks vague weightless exercises. Until the long holidays which require total rest an immobile elsewhere.
City bells ring elsewhere in yesterday and tomorrow capsize in the body hitting the fog and noises The outside would be barely acceptable if it weren’t for the wind that pushes into the cave.
The smell of rain lifts the veil the torrent, the wind, the man above like a tragic farce clutter silence itself finding no place there.
Then the paths came numerous all with narrow, tiny edges of stringy and infinite duration on them we could see the heads of the scouts very distant because they were extraordinarily grotesque.
My asperger memory remembers with neurons sees more of what you have seen hears anew what you have heard most often thinks what you have always thought remembers abscission and winttering when it is spring makes a habit of your heart.
My asperger body has to remember to suppress the evil to erase it from memory and abondon it so it will dwell within you like a flight in a clear sky.
My asperger will never gets any more out of life than you expect keeps my mind on the things i want and off those I don’t knows things live by moving and gain strength as they go tries to be a calm beholder of what is happening around
My asperger feelings are aware of conditioning drop and dissolve inner to outer blockage disperse the attitude not by altering outer condition see that there is no one to fight, only an illusion to see through know no one can hurt me unless I allow him to inwardly, psychologically, want to be a nobody.
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