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Do you have a blue pen ?

17 Wednesday Apr 2024

Posted by S/O in Asperger, blue, Jewish wisdom, Uncategorized

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I spent years wanting to learn everything, understand every phenomenon, and once i felt I almost accomplished some of it, i was hit by Kohelet 1:18. This is why i decided to undo the weaving, empty the alveoli, dilute the paint. Return to my first year at school with that big metaphysical question : Do you have a blue pen ?

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Total eclipse

03 Wednesday Apr 2024

Posted by S/O in Asperger, Equal

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eclipse

Windy morning outside
Inside the silence is even more sonorous
in the margins a few words detached from vague sentences not pronounceable
clarity, draft
draft clarity
Moths joining the empty shell of the morning
precious empty shell where you can hear the night setting
useful shell in another world.

When we stop the reflections starts again
multiplied
abolishing the step and the path taken.

Rare and short respites taken for walks
vague weightless exercises.
Until the long holidays which require total rest
an immobile elsewhere.

City bells ring elsewhere
in yesterday and tomorrow
capsize in the body
hitting the fog and noises
The outside would be barely acceptable
if it weren’t for the wind that pushes into the cave.

The smell of rain lifts the veil
the torrent, the wind, the man above like a tragic farce
clutter
silence itself finding no place there.

Then the paths came numerous
all with narrow, tiny edges
of stringy and infinite duration
on them we could see the heads of the scouts
very distant because they were extraordinarily grotesque.

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La solitude est l’unique juge…

06 Monday Nov 2023

Posted by S/O in Asperger, Fake world

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Andrei Tarkovski, Nicolas Gomez Davila, Nostalghia

“Limiter notre auditoire, c’est limiter nos errements. La solitude est l’unique juge qu’on ne peut suborner.”

Nicolas Gomez Davila, Les Horreurs de la démocratie

Andrei Tarkovski, Nostalghia

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Asperger

23 Thursday Feb 2023

Posted by S/O in Asperger

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Asperger, Matteo Farinella

My asperger memory
remembers with neurons
sees more of what you have seen
hears anew what you have heard most often
thinks what you have always thought
remembers abscission and winttering when it is spring
makes a habit of your heart.

My asperger body has to remember
to suppress the evil
to erase it from memory and abondon it
so it will dwell within you
like a flight in a clear sky.

My asperger will
never gets any more out of life than you expect
keeps my mind on the things i want and off those I don’t
knows things live by moving and gain strength as they go
tries to be a calm beholder of what is happening around


My asperger feelings
are aware of conditioning
drop and dissolve inner to outer blockage
disperse the attitude not by altering outer condition
see that there is no one to fight, only an illusion to see through
know no one can hurt me unless I allow him to
inwardly, psychologically, want to be a nobody.

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